
Question 1:
Tell me about your favorite song or songs - what is it about the message or the
music that makes that song (or songs) stand out above the rest?
"The Message" is the song that I think best embodies every intention and every
commitment this band stands for. Granted, all of our songs are very much a part
of me, and all of our songs are supposed to add up to this big picture--the overall
message of Die Young--the actual song "The Message" has been our most successful
attempt to put that entire big picture we're going for into one song. I think
that song itself, musically, draws from influences all over the range of hardcore
within the last decade, and that's something we've always wanted to do. Though
most people would consider us a metallic hardcore band, we've always strived to
be very much punk-rooted, by means of the lyrics or by means of writing fast,
in-your-face music. "The Message" was meant to convey the
importance
of keeping the spirit of idealism alive in Punk and Hardcore, rather than the
endless apathy most outsiders usually equate Hardcore and Punk to represent. See,
I came into Hardcore at a time when many bands at the frontline of the scene were
all about being vegan/vegetarian and Straightedge and there was this very idealistic
vibe to it all. I think the mid-90s were the reincarnation of the early 80s (just
slower and more metallic, haha)--nearly everything was about standing defiant
to mainstream society and trying to create some kind of change. That's something
that I connected very deeply with, and its something I hate to see fade to the
background in this commercial phase of Hardcore. Looking at things now, I think
the scene/HC community needs a voice chanting "idealism" more than ever as our
community becomes increasingly watered down by record labels going corporate,
and by corporations trying to commodify the underground. I know things are bound
to run in cycles, but "The Message" is my statement to the scene, to the whole
fucking world, that true Hardcore and Punk will always be in the underground and
those of us in this underground community must always maintain some kind of belief
in "change" - no matter what that may entail, and no matter what phase of the
cycle the scene is in.
Question 2:
Can you think of your best show ever in terms of communication, passion, and intensity
and describe it to me?
It'd be tough for me to narrow it down to a single show, because there have been
many that were memorable favorites, but I can generally say that if I am not feeling
a connection with the audience and striking a chord with people I become pretty
irate with the whole situation. For the sake of answering with some kind of clarity,
I'll just run with this example. We recently played a show in nowhere, Texas,
and it was a long, cold and miserable night (the only one of the year--it's usually
hot and miserable) in this skatepark with too many bands playing. There were about
20-30 people there, and I figured it would be even more depressing if everyone
stayed spread out during our set so a few people could mosh.
So
when we took the floor I encouraged everyone to come up front and requested that
we wanted to see NO moshing for the duration of our set. No horseshoe bullshit!
Everyone needed to come up front, chill out, and just enjoy the show--that hopefuly
they'd feel like a part of it for once. And for once, people listened (as opposed
to when people don't usually mosh when bands tell them to), and I think it was
one of my favorite recent sets because I really felt the connection between myself
and every individual person in the audience. For once, we were all there, eye
to eye, and there wasn't this vacant space in front of me. I get so tired of playing
shows with "x" amount of kids in some venue that feels really empty because everyone
is spread out the corners of the room trying to avoid 5 jerkwads moshing. Don't
get me wrong, I enjoy when people dance to Die Young (after all we do have parts
that are fairly mosh-worthy), but if people are just dancing to act hard, or if
people are killing the togetherness of a show by running around like apes the
I'd prefer if everyone just stood up front and watched. There's a certain psychology
to a good hardcore show, and I think it involves a real sense of unity and togetherness.
Kids need to packed in against one another, and I suppose there needs to be an
element of unpredictability much of the time, but most importantly there has got
to be a sense of unity--that we're all a part of the show. I feel that sense of
unity and communication dissipating more and more as I tour the U.S. with Die
Young, as the almight "mosh" continues to prevail over the substance and communication
that made Hardcore worthwhile in the first place. Even if kids don't know the
words to our songs, there is simply nothing that can compare to a show when I
know people are drawn in both physically and mentally. Seeing flailing legs and
fists doesn't motivate me to keep doing this half as much as when I can sense
that most everyone in the room is on the same page and there's nothing for anyone
to prove.
Question 3:
Twenty years from now, when you are reflecting on your time in the band, what
about it will mean the most to you in terms of what you have done or accomplished
or communicated, and why?
Well, we'll see if I'm alive in twenty years, haha....I don't think much about
the future at all--not beyond the next tour atleast. In many ways I don't believe
too much in the future, because who knows if we'll have tomorrow, and moreso,
I could never want to look back and say "those....those were the glory days."
Hopefully, if there is still breath in my body, I'll be doing something to make
my life continue to be what I feel is extraordinary and worth living for. Ultimately,
Die Young is very much my immortality project and my attempt to leave a legacy.
Like any of us who are honest with ourselves, I can't claim to understand the
purpose of human life, and I can't be certain that any attempts to affect some
change in the world will really mean anything at all. The best I can do is try
to put some meaning in my life and show those around me what life can be. If I
can look back in twenty years, or whenever, and say to
myself that I never compromised
a belief, or a desire, or a goal, and I did everything I could to live on my own
terms and right as many wrongs within my power as possible, then I will be satisfied.
People ought to be saying "that motherfucker wasn't playing around." I suppose
all that I could ever hope to communicate to others is that in this universe of
infinite uncertainty, we've got to put some certainty here by being accountable
individuals with integrity. If I end up communicating that to a few people around
the world with this band, and making some true friends along the way, I think
will be a lot to be proud of. As an individual I can only do so much, but as long
as I don't fail myself in my own goals I can never envision there being anything
to regret.
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